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Post by lita on May 19, 2012 17:21:08 GMT
SEVERUS,
Oh! ... Spells are certainly not my strong streak. Also... no offense taken. I'm not used to this kind of thing, alright? I've never had to deal with these sorts of things when I was invisible...
Would it wipe his memory completely of everything in that book?
But, you'd.. really do that for me?
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Post by severus on May 19, 2012 17:32:39 GMT
Lita:
Yes, he wouldn't remember anything. I might have to wipe the whole time frame, rather than just the specific bits related to the book, but we'll see. I don't think it would be too much of a guilt-trip, really.
The kid of has it coming.
Of course I'd do that for you- it's the least I could do. After all, you're my better-than-a-normal-friend, right?
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Post by lita on May 19, 2012 17:38:23 GMT
SEVERUS,
Hey, any amount of wiping would be spectacular. Thank you... thank you so much. You have no idea what this means to me.
Heh, better-than-a-normal-friend... yea. Speaking of, uhm. What really is up with you and Evans? We never really got the chance to... talk about it. And... seeing as we're opening up about questions now...
I mean, we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to, but I told you how I feel. So, how do you feel? ... Felt. How I... how I felt.
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Post by severus on May 19, 2012 17:51:08 GMT
Lita:
Huh? Me and Lily?
There's not a lot to talk about. She's mad at me and I don't think we're ever going to be friends again. She means a lot to me, though. More than I can really describe.
She was... my first friend.
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Post by lita on May 19, 2012 17:54:28 GMT
SEVERUS,
You love her... don't you. It's sweet, really. I'm sure... y'know, once things calm down, maybe you guys will be friends again. I mean, it's women logic... we need time to get over things.
I can relate though... First friends are... really precious.
I'm sorry.
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Post by severus on May 19, 2012 17:59:32 GMT
Lita:
Love?! No. I mean... I couldn't.
I don't think I've ever been in love. Not really, anyway. I don't know. It's all just... confusing.
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Post by lita on May 19, 2012 18:05:05 GMT
SEVERUS,
Do you feel yourself wanting to be in her presence, night and day? Wanting to hold her, touch her. Feel lost when you're apart, and even being so close to her you still feel so far away? Do you stumble over the easiest of things around her? Like... I dunno, walking, talking, breathing? Is she in your thoughts, always?
Being in love isn't something to be ashamed of... nor is it something you should deny to yourself. Speaking from experience... love is wonderful, but it's also terrifying. It's enlightening and depressing. Confusing... and yet makes all the sense in the world when you look at them.
... Oh, look... I'm rambling. Sending you a novel. I'm sorry! It's just... I dunno, love is wonderful.
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Post by severus on May 19, 2012 18:10:33 GMT
Lita:
I... I don't know what to think. I can't be in love with her- she's miles out of my league. Plus, she hates me. If I admit that I love her, I admit to a life of absolute misery. Nothing will come of it. It's better to just forget it.
But what about you? You seem to know a lot about love, for someone who's never had a boyfriend. Is there someone that makes you feel all those things?
Is it that Theo?
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Post by lita on May 19, 2012 18:18:49 GMT
SEVERUS,
Hey.. there's nothing saying you have to be in the same "league" to be in love. And it's not absolute misery... it can be sad, but... augh, I dunno.
Uhm... yea, there's someone who makes me feel all these things... I feel so inferior next to him, yet so alive. All I wanna do is touch him. Every day. Hold his hand. Stroke his hair. Sit and watch him do the most menial of tasks. ... I could probably sit and watch you him walk around all day, he's just that brilliant. ... Haha! That Theo is just a friend of mine.
He's like a big brother to me. And I dunno where you come from, but from where I come from, incest is not best.
... Besides. The guy I love? He would never go for someone like me.
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Post by lita on May 20, 2012 5:28:43 GMT
SEVERUS,
Hey, haven't heard from you. Did I scare you away?
Haha! I was only kidding! C'mon... I'm a girl. Girls know a lot about love... haha. Silly Severus. I was just going off of what I've seen... I mean, in like. Other people who are in love.
I've never had a boyfriend, so. How am I supposed to know what love feels like?
Haha..
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Post by severus on May 20, 2012 14:40:18 GMT
Lita:
You didn't scare me off, I just had a little... trouble to deal with. Sometimes it's really not safe to be writing notes in a public setting. Serves me right, I suppose- I should know better than to assume people will just leave me alone. Oh well, it's fine now. Found a cozy spot to just... relax a bit.
Back to business, I suppose.
I don't really believe that all that was just from someone who watches other people in love. You're totally in love with someone. I'm not going to ask you who, since it's private, but I know you probably do understand what I feel right now.
I appreciate a sister in arms.
You said he wouldn't go for someone like you, but why do you think that? You're not someone who should have a problem getting guys. You're pretty and smart, and fun to be around: the kind of girl anyone would be mad to pass up. So I don't really know who could possibly be out of YOUR league.
Must be a God.
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Post by lita on May 20, 2012 15:07:04 GMT
SEVERUS,
Oh? What happened? S'ok... I keep getting weird looks myself from people while writing notes and smiling to myself.
Well, uh.. yea. Okay, so... maybe I am in love. Or. Something. He is... something akin to a God. Maybe more like an angel. Like. A fallen angel, or something. Y'know, like... a troubled, dark angel? I dunno, maybe I'm just rambling. Uhm... Haha, pass me up. Well, it's been years and he hasn't noticed me in a romantic sense yet, so.
I think it's safe to say nothing is ever gonna happen..
But yes, I know how you feel. If.. that is how you feel about Lily. I mean.. I just wanna see you happy. I could... I dunno... talk to her for you or something.
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Post by severus on May 20, 2012 15:36:06 GMT
Lita:
Nothing major. I just ended up locked in a broom closet for a little while, that's all.
I'm sorry that he's such a jerk to you. You can probably do better, anyway! Love is kind of a pain, isn't it? I think it gives me indigestion.
And no! Please don't talk to her. I don't want her knowing what I feel, it would just complicate things even more than they already are. She is really cross with me right now, and I don't think her knowing I'm in love with her is really going to improve things. She'll probably just think I'm creepy on top of everything else. Anyway, I'm still not sure I really am in love with her. I just... haven't had enough experience with the feeling to know for certain.
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Post by lita on May 20, 2012 15:49:34 GMT
SEVERUS,
Oh, dear! That's no good at all! Is it the one near the kitchens? I like to hide in that one frequently...
Uhm, anyway. He's not a jerk to me. He... was actually my first true friend. We're really good friends now, at least I like to think we're better than normal friends. At one point I thought he was getting a little sweet on me... jealousy is kinda a form of affection in men, isn't it? You'd know, you're a guy. ... Men confuse me to no end.
Haha, alright, alright. I won't talk to her. I wouldn't have told her you loved her. Women are devious! I like to pride myself on my devious nature sometimes! I probably coulda got stuff outta her! Anyway, I suppose it's for the best.. Now you can focus all your attention on your better-than-a-normal-friend Lita. I hear she's awesome.
Hehe.
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Post by severus on May 20, 2012 17:28:09 GMT
Lita:
Yeah, that one. It was fine. I eventually managed to get out, anyway.
Well, I guess as long as he isn't a jerk to you, it's okay. I don't like the idea of people being mean to you. You know I'd help you out if someone is giving you a hard time, you just have to let me know. I'll take care of the journal thing, and I'd take care of anything else.
Cause we're friends and all.
Fair enough. I should devote my thoughts to you, shouldn't I? No more Lily talk between us, promise.
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