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Post by MIKA KATALEYA AVERY on Sept 3, 2012 6:18:13 GMT
my rodney
[/color], you know i don't like being hidden from, so you will make up for that by accompanying me to dinner tonight. you, of all people, should know that i am not one to be tested either. by the way, how are you and bella? i'm jealous of the idea already, as you might be the only man in this world who i can tolerate to be smarter than me.
sometimes. [/color][/blockquote] always yours, mika [/color][/size][/right][/blockquote][/blockquote] [/blockquote]
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Post by RODOLPHUS JUDE LESTRANGE on Sept 3, 2012 14:57:23 GMT
Dearest Mika,I've not been hiding from you, we just simply haven't seen each other. I've had a lot on my mind lately and I've preferred my own company. But since I have been on the end of your temper before I shall more than happily accompany you to dinner. As for Bella and I we are as distant as ever so I don't think you have much to worry about.
P.S. don't call me Rodney. Rodolphus
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Post by MIKA KATALEYA AVERY on Sept 3, 2012 16:08:28 GMT
dearest roddy
[/color], own thoughts? own company? why, what must've gotten you so.. afflicted? oh dear, now i shall also be worried. how dare you keep this away from me? did you think i would not be able to bear your burden? i am deeply hurt, and will be awaiting for a well-prepared apology after a full embrace and a kiss on the cheek. yes, because i know you dislike doing it.
i'm very glad to hear about bella, though. i was worried i'd have to lend you over to someone less worthy of your time. [/color][/blockquote] always loving, mika [/color][/size][/right][/blockquote][/blockquote] p.s. i like that name! i should think it very well suits you.
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Post by RODOLPHUS JUDE LESTRANGE on Sept 4, 2012 18:52:48 GMT
Dearest Mika,It's less that I didn't think you could bare the burden... More... Im worried about your reaction to my burdens. One thing in particular is something that I'd rather not shout from the astronomy tower.
Do you have a problem with Bellatrix? Everyone else seems to think we are perfectly matched for each other.
And Roddy is worse. I curse people that use that. Rodolphus
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Post by MIKA KATALEYA AVERY on Sept 5, 2012 1:48:17 GMT
my darling
[/color], you're thinking for me, and i do not like it. you should know me well enough.. actually, seeing as you know me more than anyone else does, i would like to think that you would run to confide in me, these things that have got you fraught. your reluctance on telling me makes me feel as though you do not trust me.
i do not have a problem with bella. however, i will have a problem with you and bella. i would like to think that you remain mine for when until i find you a suitable damsel to be betrothed with. i am petty, and you know i'm much too much selfish for my own good. you should know too, that you, my dearest, do not scare me with your threats. i'll retaliate ten fold, but of course you know this already.
and anyway, you love me too much. i should think that you would be more devastated if something horrible does happen to me.
[/color][/blockquote] much love, mika [/color][/size][/right][/blockquote][/blockquote] [/blockquote]
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Post by RODOLPHUS JUDE LESTRANGE on Sept 5, 2012 21:19:48 GMT
Dearest Mika,I'm not so sure Mika, I would not be surprised if you disowned me when i tell you... In fact I may judge you if you don't. So it's not that I don't trust you, more that I do not want to lose you from my life.
Well I'm afraid you may have a battle with my parents if you think that you are in charge of my love life. And probably Bellatrix's as well because things seem to be headed in that direction and believe me that I write this with a heavy heart... I'm not sure I want to be married.
You may be the only person in this school to whom my threats have no effect and although that does vex me slightly I would rather have you in one piece you are correct there. you're right almost always.
. Rodolphus
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Post by MIKA KATALEYA AVERY on Sept 6, 2012 11:49:37 GMT
my beloved
[/color], we've been through worse, too much, too often. my life is too open for you to neglect, as is yours to me. imagine yourself in my position, and i in yours; would you not feel deprived and agitated, if i were to keep something from you?
we, you and i, never keep secrets from one another. it shan't be any less than this.
nick and carol adore me; they have known me since the day you kissed me underneath the oak tree near godric's hollow. i still remember, because they always mention it whenever i would be at your house. please know that i write this with my deepest condolences if you do marry the girl, but i shall promise you, i'll endeavour to put an end to all this nonsense. especially the thought of you not wanting to marry.
you will marry, rodolphus jude lestrange.
mark my words. and of course i'm right. i'm always right. i should think you wouldn't still question this now. vexing you is one thing, but it's more amusing when i tantalize. i laugh every time i think of the moments when our relationship would be questioned to be something more than it is. i'm sorry if i'm too possessive (i'm not, actually), but it just feel very good that even others would see you suited to me. [/color][/blockquote] sincerely, mika [/color][/size][/right][/blockquote][/blockquote] [/blockquote]
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Post by RODOLPHUS JUDE LESTRANGE on Sept 7, 2012 12:42:28 GMT
Dearest Mika, I know I will marry. It doesn’t mean I have to like it. I especially do not want to marry at eighteen. I’m not exactly the settling down type, perhaps you have noticed? Maybe you should write to my parents, put in a good word for yourself, we would work quite well together, don’t you think?
You know I despise talking and emotions, I have little time for such things but I would dislike it very much if you were keeping secrets from me...
I am a coward for writing this down, I should tell you face to face at dinner later but I don’t think I can bring myself to watch the expression on your face... you may think I am overreacting but what has happened has confused me greatly and, I’m ashamed to admit, made me briefly question my ideology. I spent the night with Leyden. And now I can’t seem to get the damn girl off of my mind, I fear she has developed some sort of attachment to me so not only am I confused, I’m also slightly worried.
Rodolphus
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Post by MIKA KATALEYA AVERY on Sept 8, 2012 5:08:58 GMT
..and for a second there, i thought..
what is it you mean, when you say you cannot get her out of your head? ..do you have feelings for her now?
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Post by RODOLPHUS JUDE LESTRANGE on Sept 8, 2012 11:22:15 GMT
Dearest Mika, NO. No. Of course not, don't be absurd... I just need to get it out of my system, find someone else so I can say that they were my last and not her. That's all it is.
I'm sure.
It's not like I could develop feelings for her anyway... My life is arranged for me.
I knew you would hate this. If you want to retract your invitation to dinner I completely understand.
Always yours, I hope, I promise, Rodolphus
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Post by MIKA KATALEYA AVERY on Sept 14, 2012 2:30:11 GMT
..wouldn't you like for your life to be lead by your own will? where is now the man i once knew to be stubborn and standing on his choosing? i care not for the petty misguided choices you've let yourself waltz to. these matters are what i am i needed for.
though, i would be careful from what i say from now on, if i were you.
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